Done

I AM DONE. She says it like a shield and it feels like a gunshot. I know you're done. I know it to my core. We still need to coexist though. I still need to know how to interact with you. 

I was surprised and hurt but not because of what you think. I was hurt because I have been trying so hard to be respectful of your space and your boundaries, only to find out that I have been crossing them without you telling me. Now I am pulling back and I dont know har far to go. I can't ask you because you'll say im needy for just wanting clarification on something you consider DONE. So I'll try to right myself,  to pull back without going too far. 

I also thought our talk was good and we were getting somewhere, and now it feels like 5 steps backward.