It really was foolish. I thought we had gotten to a point where we can joke together, poke fun at each other. I was in a good mood, trying to be fun and happy, and she was not enjoying it. I disregarded it, not out of cruelty, but because I did not think trying to be friendly could be hurtful, but it was to her. When she told me, I finally realized her annoyance wasn't just genuine, it was only the top level of what my attempts at banter were making her feel.
She made it very plain when she told me. She doesn’t want to banter with me. I told her I will stop, and I fully plan to. I have no desire to hurt her or make her uncomfortable.
I thought we were becoming friends again, and that we could just joke with each other. What a foolish thought. Thats not the relationship we have, and if i want to be a friend I have to find out the type of friend she needs me to be, or leave her alone so she can be happy elsewhere.
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