Caring

 I know that it can be annoying. I know it probably hurts sometimes. I always want to take care of you. I am always trying to support you.

I know that it must feel like too little too late, and where was this before, and you are right. I stopped myself from doing these things. I trapped myself and tricked myself into thinking that it wasn't right somehow.

I know you want me to stop, to just quit trying to be supportive and to care, but I can't. I'm sorry but I can't. This is who I have always wanted to be. I have always wanted to care and support, and now that I can I will not let it go. I am striving to be a better man, a caring man, a supportive man. Not just to you, but to our family as well. I want to be present, and supportive, caring, trustworthy. I have to be these things every day, actively, intentionally so that they become second nature.

That means that I am going to keep supporting you, and caring for you. You can refuse it of course, and I will not push it on you when you do. I will still care though, and I will still be there when you are ready for it.